Cassandra Carbee
2 min readMay 21, 2020

I said awhile ago that I was going to start blogging. It’s kind of hard to do some things on a smartphone so I hadn’t wanted to until I had a laptop. I got a tablet as a gift for Mother’s Day. My mom said she knew there were things I could do online for work. Not having a job is one of the things that keeps me in a cycle of depression. Unfortunately being “treated” for depression also keeps the cycle going and that will be one of many things I’ll end up talking about.

“There’s no use crying over spilled milk” is an old saying. Doesn’t exactly fit with the context of depression. Unless you’re making jokes as a coping mechanism because a depression…